Today is the beginning...

We have been at the hospital for a few hours now. This is what I consider the spin up for my darling daughters next surgery. The plethora of tests and scans that lay before us today are the assembly of this fresh new gate.

These tests will help the doctors that have worked on her so many times before prepare for the surgery that scares the crap out of me, her FOA. now, if you do not know what an FOA is, I strongly encourage you to scroll through my blog until such a time as I can expand.

For now, I can hear my baby screaming from the next room, and all I want to do is tear down these walls, run to her, scoop her up and let her know that things will be OK…. Because they have to be.

I AM A CRANIO DAD, I am scared out of my mind and the gate is my hell.